Last week we received the Gal in the Glass, I was having a really hard time with this poem. My head was saying you are cheating the girl in the glass but my heart was saying “no you are not”. It was this yin & yang struggle all week. I finally realized that my “subby” is mad at me! I thought I was doing something wrong…why was I cheating the gal in the glass? All week I was out of sorts reading this. This course is challenging my subby big time and I love it! I am being challenged daily on the readings…reading Og and reading my DMP an Press Release with passion. I have been fighting it since the beginning but since I have read the Gal in the Glass it has been even more challenging. I am not a perfectionist, I am not detail oriented, I am organized and not disciplined. My mind wanders; I can go off on 200 different things while reading anything. So, I am in constant struggle with my subby to STOP! I am reading my DMP and talking about a new home and “subby “goes you’re not going to get that home…this week I have been saying “oh yea I am going to get that home” no doubt about it! We all live in this backward and forward struggle and are constantly questioning ourselves. Sometimes by the way someone looks at you or makes a smart comment or does not look at you or talk to you. The battle is constant and really I would like it to end!
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